fed up

just got my econs essay back. bah. i can't believe i screwed up for econs so badly. it's supposed to be my best subject, and if this is the state my best subject is in i am done for. what a disappointing prelims indeed. and i haven't even considered the dismal state my maths is in yet. pride comes before a fall, now this is a hard one to stomach.

bye bye scholarship. bye bye oxford. bye bye oriel.

what's the worse part? i'm tired after all that mugging. i wanna play, relax. and obviously i haven't earned it, if anything i have to get back to my books. this is darn disppointing. i hate it when i get so complacent.

darn. back to mugging.