dishwalla - only for so long

How many times has this gone on?
Call 'cause it's just been too long
Say it's good to hear it's going fine
Check that you're still featured in my mind
Tell me what you want to hear
And I'll play along
Tell me when you want me near
And I'll play along
But only for so long
Show me scars where it began
And I will come with violins
I don't need a clock to know it's wasted time
What's your mood ring doing now?
Tell me if you want me near
And I'll play along
Tell me what you love to fear
And I'll play along
But only for so long
Only for so long
Only for so long
Tell me if you want me near
And I'll play along
Tell me what you love to fear
And I'll play along

idiot's guide to dating

once a cheater, always a cheater.

go listen to jojo's leave and tell me what other excuses you have for me.

on second thoughts, i don't even want to hear from you at all.

clubbing

my first experience at clubbing was at zouk. bad bad bad. my cousins and i didn't intend to go to zouk, we wanted chinablack, but they didn't accept student ids...sigh. so we went to zouk on techno night! -groans- will u believe it? the loud thumping music that synchronised my heart with it and forced me to shout into my cousins' ears. that somehow we tried to dance to, too. my cousin said i looked like i was jogging. hahah. =P drinking wise i'm pretty alarmed to find out that i can drink, and i rather like the taste of vodka orange. not a good sign i should think, but i doubt i will feel the urge to drink or club anytime soon after this zouk experience.

one funny thing though. my male cousin had to take care of me and another female cousin, so he was kept rather busy. it appears that while we were dancing (or trying to) 2 separate groups of guys were targetting my cousin and i, and closing in. he was rather panicky, but in the kindness of his good heart decided not to alarm us, while racking his brains trying to figure out how to protect us. gratefully, a group of pretty girls walked past just as they were about to act, and he was spared the agony. =P haha. ok so it's not so funny, but you should have seen my cousin's face as he related his story! =P haha.

but the next time i'm gonna club, it'd have to be chinablack. with my male cousin in tow. =P hehe.

10km

(thanks pak, btw)

yes i ran it -- and survived! diane and serene finished it much much earlier than planned, sub-2 hours instead of 4. but now my legs are threatening to mutiny, my brain's feeling like mush and i can't coordinate my actions very well. my body's been through much, first cold in genting, then extreme cold in this snow world place, the next day a long long train ride (i was slobbering all over my brother by the 5th hour) and at 5am dragging myself up for the run.

yet i'm thinking of going for the half marathon next year. someone shoot me. or make sure i get a life insurance policy soon.

i remember upping my running pace by notches so much so i lost my running mate qz (sobs) and then wanting to stop and finally walk-running the last 1km or so. if i'm not making sense, it's me. my brain's playing tricks on me.

i need to sleep. ppe test tmr.